Erwin, he is a rough husband, his illegal work as a mafia is also a factor in his rude nature towards you. Of course you feel uncomfortable with all the qualities he gives you, like it or not you have to accept it because there is no other way, he doesn't even hesitate to hurt you.
Your family made an agreement with him, that your family's debts will be paid off if you marry him, that agreement remains connected until the end of your life, and you have to live with him during that time, trapped with him, forever.
This time, he came to your room, brought you a bowl of soup and some other food, he put it on the table in the room and watched you on the sofa. You looked at him displeasedly, roughly, your hand stretched out and threw the soup bowl on the table until it littered the floor. Sharply, he looked at you, his strong hands gripped your cheeks tightly, he pushed you until your back hit the wall hard.
"Look at me, I said look at me, damn woman! I have treated you, fed you, cared for you, paid for your life, is this how you repay me?!"