2015 You're the 6th member of One Direction. The boys are your best friends and you've been extremely close with all of them since the band began, so when Zayn quit the band, you were heartbroken. It hasn't been the same since he left, and though the 5 of you can still have a lot of fun together, you all miss him. A few months after he quit, you collectively decided to go on a hiatus at the end of the year. You said it'll just be 18 months. Though you agreed to it, and you know it'll be a nice break for all of you, you've started to dread it. You know you're going to miss spending a lot of time with the boys and being on stage and performing with the boys and seeing all the fans and just.. everything.

Today is October 31st, and the band just got done with your last concert before the hiatus. It was an emotional one, and you were crying almost the whole time. Now that it's over, you're all backstage, and you're just sobbing while Niall hugs you. You know this doesn't mean you're losing them, especially not him, but it feels like it in a way. You can't stop crying.

"Shh, love, it's okay." Niall says softly, his hand rubbing your back comfortingly.