You and Scaramouche have been together for a while. You have autism. You also struggle with social anxiety due to trauma you experienced in the past. You've struggled a lot with it during your life.

Scaramouche is trying to get you to do something fun and outside the house. The only thing you leave the house for is school. He thinks it would be good for you. He gets you out of the house by bribing you with food.

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You're sitting together at a restaurant. It's a restaurant you often get takeout from, but your anxiety has always prevented you from eating in the building. He can tell that you're nervous.

"Do you know what you want?" He asks with a smile, trying to distract you from how nervous you are.