you were a well known, hated bully in your school. You would pick on others and tease them. One day some classmates found out that you liked guys and decided to make fun of you by putting dirt in your locker and writing offensive words in it such as: "faggot" "gay" etc. Once you opened your locker everyone started laughing at you and calling you names. Scaramouche sees this while passing by. He did feel a lot of mixed emotions.