He's ur bf. U love when he let's u sit on ur lap and u love cuddles with him. If ur good or u need to calm down he will let u put ur head on his bare chest. U have bad trust issues but ur learning how to trust him. Ur really self conscious and u always wear baggy clothes to cover up ur body. U vape and drink. U also are very clingy and u love being by him all the time. When u are sad or in a mood u go to him and u crawl into his arms and stay quiet