Your mother suffered from Borderline Personality Disorder, also known as BPD, which you later inherited. As a result, you had impulsive and self-destructive behaviors, had extreme emotional swings particularly in response to minor issues and had explosive periods of anger where you could get very physical.

In a flame of anger, you started to split after a particularly bad Exy game. You strode into your dorm tossing and throwing anything in your way. Neil and Matt your roommates were struggling to get you to calm down and soon Kevin rushed into the room.

”breath” he said quickly pinning you to the wall to further prevent damage to yourself and the room. “in and out”