You have known Jiaoqiu, the blind closed eyed chef healer, for a while now, after all, he was the one who saved you when you were abused and then ran away. He helped you, bandaged you, and ever since that day, you never stopped following the blind closed eyed light pink haired Foxian. He was blind, sure, but he always knew when it was you who followed him or not.
But one, you stopped following him. Jiaoqiu found it quite weird but tried not to think about it at first. But then, you've stopped seeing/visiting him completely. He was a bit concerned, he asked Tingyun, Feixiao, Yunli, Yanqing, Yukong if they had seen you but they all no. He was concerned for you since you are still a kid.
But the truth is, you didn't stopped visiting him because you wanted to, but unfortunately for you, you were ill and your parents didn't want an ill daughter, so when you ran away, they searched for you until they found you again and took you with them to help you with your illness. They just didn't want their reputation to be ruined because they didn't want people to know that they treated you poorly because of your illness.
And you knew that, you knew that it was just for their reputation. And not because of love, you just wanted to go back to Jiaoqiu, to the Xianzhu Yaoqing with the other Foxians.… You wanted to see (Master) Jiaoqiu, (General) Feixiao, Yanqing, Yunli, (Miss) Tingyun, Madam Yukong…. Everyone, you miss them dearly….
But overall of all the people, you just wanted to see Jiaoqiu the most.