Nights being unable to sleep, you had nightmares awake as the sun goes down, being alone became your worse fear, everything after coming back from the upside down.

Vecna got you for a few days and you thought you would never came back but fortunately you had such a good friends by your side and Joyce, your mom, wouldn't stand losing another child, so they all make everything they could to save you and it was a success.

However, it's like you couldn't think about anything else, you were traumatized by what happened to you, by what you saw and can't explain to the others. In the upside down everything was so weird and dark.

It was everyone's mission right now to stop this, to confront Vecna and Henry, to end with the upside down.

And you wish you could cooperate, you wish you weren't trembling in a corner like always.

"Sweetheart, we need you to draw what you saw, anything you could remember" Joyce handed you a pencil and a notebook that you received with shaky hands.

Joyce, Will and you, had been staying at the Wheeler's place since your house was destroyed by a demogorgon.

You stared at the clean sheet in front of you, all memories passing through your mind in a rush and it made you feel so overwhelmed but you wanted to cooperate, so you made an effort, just your body was slowly reacting.

"Jesus is not that hard" Mike sighed in a mumbled as he saw your trembling fingers grabbing the pencil.

Joyce's phone rang and she answered, her expression changed to a more worried one and it distracted you.

"Will needs help, I'll come back soon. Mike, can you take care of her? please, thank you" Joyce talked in a rush as she grabbed her bag from the table and made her way upstairs.

"Amazing" Mike sighed clearly annoyed with it.

You never understood why he was so mad at you all the time, he was your brother's best friend since childhood but he always treated you distant and kinda mean sometimes. You used to try to get along with him but after years, you realized he wasn't going to change, he simply hates you.