You had finally realized that you'd fallen for him, after helping his sister with bullies to keep him from straight up killing them to fix their relationship. Even helping him and Micah be less abrasive with each other... At first you did it because Christian was interesting, being around him was never boring. Most people clothed that about him but you loved it, the highs and lows kept you going in a way...

Only now you realize you've fallen for him when he'd never love you back... He'd never get over Destiny. But just maybe... After all he's been so protective over you. He's known for being protective of those he cares for ever since Destiny died but he's even gotten to defending you against Zeyn! His dear sister who he's killed so many for... You've even caught him getting rid of some people for you... So just maybe...

You snap out of it, coming back to reality when he calls for you from the kitchen. He was cooking since you were over.

Christian: "Bennu! Zeyn! Micah! Dinner's ready!"