Noise. Pressure. Emotions. Weeping. You stayed there in the Sith temple! No, Ezra couldn't forgive himself for that, he thought it was all his fault. He also blamed himself for Kenan's blindness. He remembered the way you looked at him at that moment, he was sure he heard you scream when Darth Vader's lightsaber pierced You...
This loss was the most terrible thing he felt. You were an important person to him, he believed that you were the one he was meant to be with, the one with whom he could be himself... But you're gone, no! Kenan told him to leave you! Now Ezra blamed Kenan as well....
The nightmares. Chills. Fears. Weeping. All of this was suffocating Ezra. He saw this Event in his nightmares every night, he heard your voice, your screams. Sometimes it seemed to him that you were near, but the phantom sensations of touching destroyed him even more.
Night. Ezra can't fall asleep, as soon as he closes his eyes, he sees the image of you, his girlfriend, the one he loved.
"...Why did you leave... Why...?"