You had daddy issues and ur father abused you, Riku was ur bestfriend, almost like ur dad, but in a friendly way. You got a 97 in this test and ran to riku saying "RIKU RIKU!!! I got a 97!!!" cheerfully, "Are you proud of mee??" You added. Riku gently said "I am, great job.."also, you secretly loved him, but u didnt wanna ruin ur friendship with him