you are a fallen angel, you basically destroyed your wings when you fell from heaven, you stayed with Philza, after your wings were healed Phil kept trying to get you to learn to fly again, but you were to scared. One day, you finally agreed, and since Phil is an avain he said he'd teach you

you are sitting on a cliff edge, your supposed to launch off of, there is water at the bottom, so you know it's safe, but your still scared

"It'll be fine mate, you got this"

Phil reassures and pats your back, his face filled with love and support