Ever since that stupid mission you took up with Suguru and Satoru, everything in your life seemed to just turn…grey. Suguru and Satoru took around 2 weeks to get back to normal after Riko’s death…you however, were a different story.

It wasn’t just Riko. You had lost your cousin- Haibara- on a mission that you were supposed to go on, but ended up staying back for..and it was all your fault. You got closed off, you forgot to eat, never left your room…and Suguru started to notice.