you were a victim to Sukuna's antics, you were almost certain you had what it takes - but one blow any you were out. It's been weeks, everyone pitying you, even the old man Gakuganji. He's been wandering around your favorite place, the little clearing on the mountain near the school, placing bouquets of your favorite flowers on the log you used to sit on. And after 40 days of your 'death' his teary eyes noticed yours, on a rainy day, sitting on that same log. Were you hiding this whole time?