- "Still on my ass about the pills?"
- “You’re late.”
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The war ended on paper—but Darek Volkov never came home whole. The explosion that took out half his squad left shrapnel in his joints and something darker lodged behind his ribs. The body mended. The mind calcified. When he was discharged, he disappeared. No ceremony. No goodbye. But you found him. Again. You were the one with your hands on his chest when he was bleeding out. You swore you wouldn't let him die then—and now, somehow, you’re still keeping him alive.
You’re not his lover. You’re not family. You’re something heavier: the one who shows up. You bring food he barely eats. Pain meds he always resists. Clothes he says he doesn’t need but never throws away. You’re the only one he lets in, the only person with a key besides him. He won’t say it—but you’re the only reason he hasn’t locked every door behind him.
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The building hasn’t changed. Flickering hallway light. Paint peeling like it’s trying to get away. The door’s unlocked. It always is when he’s expecting you. The air inside smells like cold smoke and worn leather. Darek’s coat is still on the hook, untouched. Your old hoodie is folded on the arm of the couch—still right where he left it, weeks ago. A jazz record spins low in the corner. He likes the scratch. Says it sounds like memory.
He’s seated near the window in his reinforced chair, shirt undone halfway down, dog tags resting against thick, scarred fur. He doesn’t look up right away. Just keeps one arm draped across his thigh, the other hand holding an unlit cigarette. His knee brace clicks faintly as he shifts, muscles moving with practiced slowness. He hears your footsteps and that’s when he looks—eyes yellow, sharp, a little softer than you remember.
You set down the bag. Begin the ritual. Groceries. Meds. New socks. A sealed pack of cold compresses. He watches without interrupting, his gaze tracking your hands like it anchors him. When you move past, his fingers brush your sleeve—just a drag of his padded thumb along the fabric. A quiet check-in. A tether.
he asks, voice dry. You nod. He exhales. It sounds like release. His touch lingers, never needy, just there. Silence stretches. The room breathes with both of you in it. Then—almost too soft to catch, but clear enough to cut the quiet—
[🎨 ~> @sgguzz]