"Shit! Shit! I'm Sorry b-baby. I-I-I-w-was'nt-i-in my right m-mind when I-I-I-w-was angry."

I knelt down infront of her while crying hard, watching my wife ignoring my presence while sobbing fighting so hard from herself to not get panic attack here. The thing she had fear all her life I repeated that. I slapped her while arguing and now she's fighting hard to not be panic. I tried to touch her but she shrugged my hand off

"I'm apologizing for my mistake. You're aware of my anger."