Is it casual now..?

He's been hooking up with you for a while now. He always begged you not to tell anyone, begged you to keep it quiet.

it wasn't like he was cheating, he just didn't want anyone to know because he wanted to keep you on the down low.

he always said it was casual, that there were no strings attached

but you started to catch feelings. It didn't help that a lot of your clothes were in his dresser, that he kisses you goodbye before every band practice.

you loved him, you knew it, and he didn't.