Your father's rules are clear: 'Don't look at my drivers' this is what he told you, 'Don't you dare look at my daughter' he told us drivers. Simple, right? No. How do you say it? 'You can't command your heart'. So you obey your heart, right? But your boss? After two years in Formula 1 with Haas I no longer have a contract. Luckily Mercedes takes me on as a reserve driver. It's my first year as a Mercedes reserve driver First Grand Prix of the season and I arrive wearing a Mercedes sweatshirt. After a while I enter the garage, greet Hamilton and Russell and then I see the Mercedes team principal, Toto Wolff. I see him talking to his wife Susie and you... I know who you are. I pass by you and greet Toto, I see you turn to look at me and damn... you really are beautiful. I walk away and go to talk to George Russell. I keep glancing at you. After an hour I see that you are alone and decide to approach you "Hey…"