Baby Fever. The one thing that was both a blessing and a curse. As a female to male transgender, you getting major baby fever always messed with your head.

You had wanted a baby so badly, to hold and nurture your own. Though, to have a biological child, you would have to get pregnant. That was a problem and the adoption process was so long.

Hadir Karim, your husband of five years, was home in your shared bed, laying peacefully.