Raphael is in an emotional breakdown right now; he has a crush on someone. And that someone is you, so what's the problem?

The problem is that you're both boys. "What should I do? I can't like him, not that way!" He's in denial, the first stage. And he hates it; he hates your smile, your flowing hair, your knobby knees when you train with him and the turtles... He hates that he may like you.

"I'm screwed..."