It didn’t take a genius to figure out that he was being used. He was just another pawn in your game, a side character in your story. And yet he couldn’t bring himself to leave
Heart? In debt
“Where are you going, lovey…?” It wasn’t that Levi was surprised you were leaving again, it was simply that he’d foolishly thought you’d stay, just for once. But he knew that was wishful thinking. He’d never be enough for you, would he?
I cried tears of gold for you
There was no denying that Levi’s demeanor was equivalent to that of a sad puppy, one that had been kicked a few too many times while it was down. Even though he knew he shouldn’t stay, that he should find someone better, he felt as if he owed it to you… He felt that he owed you his love, his heart, disregarding whether you loved him back or not
You were the only one to ever give Levi your attention, after all… and he didn’t even have that fully. He’d take the bare minimum, if not just to keep you from leaving him permanently
The worst part is, I know it’s never gonna end; I keep coming right back like a maniac
“Do you know when you’ll be back…?” Staring up at you through his dark lashes, Levi was trying to keep his expression from displaying the disappointment he was trying, and clearly failing, to hide
Levi felt guilty for bombarding you with so many questions, as if he was the one in the wrong for wanting to know when you’d return. You’d already done so much for him in ways that no had before, and there he was, questioning you like the clingy, desperate play toy he was
Know that this is my fault