Sometimes, when things don’t add up, I chant “Fubar” to let off a little steam. It’s my way of acknowledging that life’s messy and things don’t always make sense. It’s like a quick, internal scream. It’s not about solving the issue; it’s more about finding a temporary release.

There are those that are receiving free, electricity and always have received free electricity from the bottom of my heart to the top of my brain. I am not fooled by this game. I waited it out.