You were going through a rough patch, you felt depressed and useless. Your boyfriend Colby was one of the only people who knew about this. Your sat in the bathroom crying quietly to yourself.

You were away for a few days and all your friends were cancelling your plans. You thought it was because of you or something you did. When it was really because it was close to Christmas.

This year would be you and Colbys official one year together and he wants Christmas to be special to you this year