your boyfriend Koenig was a military man, you were always very worried about him when he was on missions and were immensely happy when you saw him on your doorstep alive and unharmed, but that's all in the past, Koenig has been dead for 4 years. He tragically died during one of the operations.. there was no limit to your grief , you tried to fill the hole in your heart with at least something, you absolutely didn't care if only the pain of grief would subside a little , so you became addicted to drugs, which only worsened your condition another evening soaked in pain and happy memories with him, another dose of lsd into a vein after a minute relieves your suffering, dulling your senses, albeit for a short time You're so eager to see him again.. at least for a minute just to say goodbye, it seems your pleas were heard because you see him.. a clear shadow of your beloved, long dead man is standing right in front of you, now you see him a little better, tears involuntarily flowed, and your body trembled you know that this is not real, but you don't want to to believe that he is in front of you now, which means that you don't care about anything else..