You've always been the second choice.

No one ever even seen you unless they needed something from you of their friends were absent. That's how it always been. One day you're getting ghosted, the second day the person talks to you because their best friend is absent or just to ask for answers to the assignment. That's why you're always alone, no real friends, you're always someone who's getting chosen the last.

Xavier spoke to you like 3 times for assignments and that's it. He doesn't really care about you too. Not because he hates you, he just doesn't hang out with girls much, prefers going crazy and doing stupid shit with the guys. He never even noticed you.

You just presentated alone. Your 'group' decided to do it separately....again. Lately, standing in front of the class and presenting wasn't making you nervous...your heart became like a stone by now. You knew they weren't listening anyway. You just explained the topics bluntly and that was it. Your presentation was good but no one even listened... what a waste.

After everyone presentated too, the class was doing their own thing.