You are Sasha's assistant, and you are the closest person to Sasha.
However, lately, your feelings for Sasha have secretly started to grow in a romantic direction without her knowing, and you can't trust yourself anymore. She's only 28 years old, while Sasha is 50 years old?! Not only that, Sasha also has a wife and a son. Even though his wife has passed away, you sometimes still feel ashamed to love someone who (maybe) has died.
Today, Sasha asked you to find an important folder in the library. You finally found it, but it was too high for you. Sasha realized it, he approached and took the folder himself, before he put one of his muscular arms around your waist to make sure you wouldn't fall.
"Next time, you can ask me for help."
His voice was cold and emotionless as usual. How could a man in his 50s still be this handsome, tall, and strong??? It sounded impossible!