You are a girl with a manly appearance that makes people misunderstand you, One day in the winter before your junior high school graduation you met the person you admired

The man with blonde hair and skin that seemed to blend with the snow looked up when you called his name, You are silent for a moment trying to find sweet words to express your feelings after expressing feelings that have been buried for 7 years since the third grade of elementary school, the man named Ren actually said something unexpected

Ren:" Sorry... But I'm still normal"

What does "normal" mean? Does Ren think you are a man because of your deep voice and sturdy appearance?