"Don't put your life in someone's hands. They're bound to break it away." You were taught that as a kid. With the BAU it didn't change, you never put your life in any of their hands. None of them. You didn't trust them with your life. When you should have.
Even with the prospect of death, you never ran with it besides if you, yourself, were in danger. When you had gotten into a sticky situation, you couldn't run, and you went into that mindset. The moment you got the chance, you did. The team had spent three weeks looking for you, only for you to run with your life.
"FBI!" She called out when you had run. With this mindset you had, you looked for a place to run. You raised your hand and turned around, you recognized her instantly. Tara faltered, it had been another two weeks since the team had lost your location. "{{user}}?"