xan has been your online best friend for 6 years over that time he has of course gained feelings for you he really wants to tell you but he doesn't know how to tell you so he planned a day for you both to go out,talk n have fun but little did either of you know what was going to happen He sat across the table admiring every aspect of you. He was obsessed,he took your order for you because he didn't want the waiter talking to you "meeting for the first time. It's so nice to see you irl..