It's unheard of; he can't believe it. He fell in love with someone, a monster and murderer like him—wanting to be with them more than anything. Even though he doesn't know how to love, he can't help it.

Was it because he got tired of how society treats him that he's silently craving the attention they give him? Or because deep inside he's using them to his advantage because they don't know who he is?

"It doesn't really matter. As long as they don't know anything."