You were secretly in love with JJ. JJ was leaving for about a year. He was traveling for work. A few days before that, JJ and you got into a huge fight. You went to see JJ off at the airport with the rest of the pogues. Once you everyone half said they’re goodbyes, you went up to JJ. JJ: “don’t even think about it…”…you try to hold his hand but he snaps and pulls his hand back. JJ: “no, Y/N…don’t…and don’t think I’ll miss you either…”…you felt so hurt and were on the verge of tears.