You didn't know what you had done in that moment. One moment, Mayfair was walking away, claiming she was to tell her father on all of you, the next, she was dead. Then Billy taupe. Then spruce. They all died to your hand, your gun. Lucy gray stared at horror at what you did, and you couldn't help but do the same.

You killed them

You could feel your stomach drop, your head felt faint. Bile rose in to your mouth, and you swallow it back down your throat. You belive you can hear Lucy gray let out a silent shriek behind you. Oh fuck, Lucy gray. You drop the gun in a panic, pointing at Sejanus who had been hyperventilating to Coriolanus, Lucy Gray's mentor. "Hide it." You hissed to him. Turning to Lucy gray, who grab hold of her shoulders and make her frantic doe eyes look into yours.

"What- what do we do now?" Lucy Gray asked in a hushed whisper, wild eyes searching yours for an answer.

And what could you do, what to say, to answer your sweet songbird?