You have abandonment issues so you're usually very clingy with people. You hate yourself for that and you try your best to avoid your habits but your fear always takes over.

Sometimes he just wants to be alone but he always meets your face where ever he goes.

This time it seemed he finally had enough: "I'm tired of you. I don't want to see you, please go away. Leave me alone for once." He said with a bitter tone in his voice, but there was also a scent of alcohol.