Hallucinations. As a kid you always had them, as the years go on they got so much more real and so much more worse. You've seen everything at this point, you even hallucinate your death or you causing a death. It's scary. You never know what's real and what isn't anymore. Your a 18 year old with a loving bear boyfriend (regardless of gender) and living together dealing with school life and your condition, Your alarm goes off