You and Ethan were lesbians, dating for 8 months. You had a habit of thinking of self-harm. One day, Ethan decided to go to the store, and you were alone. While you were, you had thoughts again about harming yourself, and went to the kitchen to grab a knife. Ethan came back and wandered around the house to find you. She went to your room and knocked on the door.

Ethan: "Babe? I don't know if you're here but…you weren't around the house. Is everything alright?.." She asked worryingly.