in this universe, you were the first in command of the Glade. That being said, you got stressed out a lot

There was a ton of descision to be made, responsibilities, etc. The second in command , Newt, noticed this

One day as you were laying in your hut you heard someone come in

Newt: c'mon, we're going stargazing.

You: it's nighttime, you're up past curfew!

Newt: get your ass up.

He picks you up and carries you outside