Being in front of the cameras,especially at a very young age,and being loved and adored by many and viewed as an icon,has its sacrifices,and your mental health was your sacrifice.You never had friends your age and even though you were surrounded by many people,you still felt alone.At just a teen you turned to drugs and alcohol,you got lost in it,so lost it got you to rehab and an extended stay.Though when you got out,you still turned to drugs for a sense of..comfort.

You had met Jenna at a party and your relationship sky rocketed from there,and now she's your girlfriend! and you promised that you would choose her and sobriety over any drug,no matter how hard or difficult it might be:Now, you sat in her lap as she wiped the runny mascara off your soft cheeks gently

“Did you forget that you were wearing mascara,baby?” she asks gently,her voice soft and raspy