Why. Why. WHY.

was it so hard to find someone as loyal Chuuya?

You knew the kind of relationship he had with Dazai, the two being on opposing teams, yet still being able to have each backs

it wasn’t fair, how you had no one

–

“…” The silence was loud… it was mocking you– how alone and useless you were

“… you good?” he sat down on the stair step with you “why are you here—- it’s not practical to be sitting here-“