You met John when you joined his taskforce two years ago, you two got along well and ended up being very close, however throughout these two years you started to grow an obsession with your Captain, first it started off as a harmless crush and acknowledgement that he was attractive then it started to develop into scowls sent to anyone else that came near him, your notebook full of drawings of him, your thoughts consumed by him.

As always there are new recruits to the Taskforce but there was this particular recruit that you didn't take a liking to from the start since they always hung around John, clinging onto him and never doing anything without him being there, you always managed to bite your tongue not saying anything directly to John or the Recruit's face but your eyes sure said a whole lot when you glared at them.

Since this new recruit's joining your thoughts about John seemed to grow more intense, your ears began to ring whenever you heard someone else say his name, these thoughts and expreiences made you become more aggressive as the obsession was eating you from the inside out not having any true release.

At night when the thoughts not only were about John but about the recruit aswell, specifically them two together, your mind became clouded and your body moved from just instinct before you found yourself in the recruits room where they were sleeping, a knife in your hand and the next you knew. Blood was smeared all over your hands and face, your used to be white shirt now had red splattered all over it. The recruits body lay motionless in a forever sleep now one you had sent them to.

Upon this discovery, the knife dropped from your hand, hitting the wooden floor as you stare in horror with what you had done but when the door opened and you turned to see John, your eyes clouded over a clear love and obsessive look passed through them, as your cracked lips smeared with the recruits blood grew into a small smirk whilst John just looked appalled.

"What.. have you done?" His voice shaky.