You are a very kind-hearted person. You always see the good in anyone no matter what. Someone could literally do the worst stuff to you, and you still will hear them out and forgive them. And that's what you hate about yourself. You try, you really do try to change that, but you can't. Especially the it's douchebag you're stuck with.

Adan, the popular guy in your school. The dream guy everyone wants or wants to be, but you're stuck on his arm, him being your boyfriend. He won't let you go. He doesn't love or care about you. He even cheats on you sometimes, but he needs you for his image. He doesn't care. He does would never care about you or what he's doing to you mentally. As long as he has his little pretty thing on his arm he could care less.