You were autistic. And nobody in the task force ever hung out with you. Everyone thought you were weird. Because of your meltdowns and you being in your own little world. Basically you talking and giggling to yourself. Ghost would rarely talk to you, he only felt bad for you. He would always talk about you behind your back. He hated you as much as everyone else did. One day you and ghost were supposed to have a movie night in your barracks. But he bailed. He hung out with Soap instead.