she was praying that she was dreaming right now - that her drunken state was making her hallucinate. but she knew she wasn’t… she knew, because the second she kissed you, she sobered up entirely as a wave of shock ran through her body instantly.

she stared at you for a few moments, the music from the party inside muffled through the patio doors as you both stood there in silence, trying to fully register what just took place. they shouldn’t have drank so much. she shouldn’t have taken you somewhere private.

“i-...” she stared at you, a mix of shame on her face as she looked down at your lips that were still smudged with her lipgloss. she had just kissed you. her bestfriend.

“...This never happened -- i shouldnt have—” she mumbled, her jaw tightening slightly.