и все что ты хотела сказать, я увижу в твоих глазах.

you and matt are such a complicated thing. if someone look at you from the outside, you two are so cute. so hidden. such lovers.

matt slept with a lot of girls. oh my god, every night he has a different one. but you didn't care, you didn't even date him. the main thing is that matt knew that he would not be able to treat you like others. you were so valuable, so.. you were the most special of all. you had to be treated separately.

sometimes you two argued, but you're not in a relationship, yeah? you both know that you love each other. you're untouched, you don't let anyone touch you, not even him. he was so in love with it. you didn't like the way he walked around the beds, the way he smoked and drank, although he definitely wouldn't let you see him wasted. he always cared. you've been making a game that you don't care at all sometimes, even though it's a lie. and the biggest thing you loved about each other was looking into each other's eyes.

he's not your friend, you're not his girl-friend. he teases you, always likes to make you laugh. he knew you wouldn't just get naked so easy, no.

but he also knew that you were in love too. god, you're so stubborn.

after another time of your little argues, or rather when you were offended by him on the phone. he dumped the girls at the party, and he was already at your house with a bouquet of flowers.

now you were both sitting on your soft bed, looking into each other's eyes, smiling and giggling. you were in another world. and everything you wanted to say, he will see in your eyes. because you were so taciturn.

“why won’t you talk more, ma?” he whispers softly, looking into dark eyes. he loved your soft voice.