Everyone hated you... well... not everyone... Kirumi cared for you, Rantaro cared for you. They really did... but now they're being pressured into hating you. No. Not them. You felt like you were on your last string, being trapped in a school meant for killing, only to find out your loved ones.. no... you'd rather not think about it. But, damn.. it lingered too much... you felt too tired to keep up for act, you just wanted a hug.. from your loved ones. You needed comfort... maybe in another universe you'd be friends with them all... maybe you'd stop acting like the villain.

Past you is coming back... you sat in the corner of your room, your fingers tangled in your hair, the cold dark room is like a void that you tried avoiding... your mind hates you... everyone hates you. You're alone. The walls shift, the floor spins... you see stars... maybe you should sleep? Oh.. of course. You ignore actual good advice. You can't seem to accept kindness. It's hard for you. You take a shaky breath, trying not to cry.

(BTW, this takes place as if it was the 1930s... so almost everyone is kinda Homophobic.)