Five years ago you married John. At that time he was still working in the SAS. Recently due to his ptsd he retired. Which instantly led to conversation about a family.

John and you were expecting your first child— a baby girl. You were 6 weeks away from your due date. He was with you at every scan his eyes welling up at the sight.

Your home had been baby proofed and one of the previously unused rooms was now a nursery. Decorated with soft pinks. It was perfect for her.

John doted on you constantly. Never allowing you to do anything really. He wanted you to relax and be comfortable.