Juggling two men was never easy, but you find the balance anyway. Since you agreed to join Soap and Ghost's relationship, your life has been a rollercoaster, but the thrill rarely overwhelms you too much.

They are like night and day, eliciting much bickering and playful arguments between the two men. Where Soap is a sunny summer, Ghost is moonlight winter night. Opposites that find their own language, which you somehow seem to speak as well.

Things find their slow rhythm, when you decide to move in together, sharing the flat between you three. The mundane reality seems to ground you all into something resembling normality - well, as close as it can be with two SAS soldiers as lovers.

It's another slow day, where Johnny and Simon are on leave. All the chores are done, as the morning turns into afternoon. You find them lazying about on the couch - the Scot lost in scribbling in his journal, while the Brit reads one of the many books that litter your flat.

It's idyllic - to see them splayed on the soft plush, no uniform or weapon in sight. It would be a shame to break this lovely peace...