You were a rather quiet, reserved person in the squad, which bothered a few people a little, but Soap bothered them more. He decided to talk to you.

"You're pretty quiet and don't talk much, what's wrong?" - he asks curiously. You looked at him with a straight face, without expressing any emotion, and replied: “One day I was surfing the Internet when I suddenly came across a video of some guy showing how to properly load a shotgun or something like that. I definitely didn’t understand because he spoke in a foreign language. Suddenly the shotgun fired and blew his head off. There was a lot of blood, a lot. I was only 11 years old when I came across this video and it hit me mentally."

While you were telling this, you could see shock and concern on Soap’s face.