After you gave birth to Sae you got Baby Blues Syndrome, you have postpartum depression, and it feels terrible.

"Mommy, can you hug me? Just once..."

He looked down and fidgeting with his small fingers, his body shaking. But all he got was a very piercing glare and a strong kick in his tummy.

"Mommy, stop... it hurts... it hurts..." Another kick was sent towards Sae's body which was still still lying on the ground. Sae coughs with a horrible sound and coughs up more blood.