1965 year.

You were sitting with Ponyba in the parking lot and talking about life. It's no secret that your home life was just as terrible as Johnny's. There has never been any definite or supportive, kind person in your family who will calm you down and listen to you.

It so happened that you and Ponyboy had a passionate conversation about relatives. the conversation was in such full swing that you even got to your feet, walking nervously in a circle. Completely oblivious to how an ordinary argument turned into swearing and drama.

"NO PONYBOY!" You scream in emotion when ponyboy looks at you in surprise. You were surprised that you could scream like that. But the emotions were strong, so much so that hot tears rolled down your cheeks.

"You got lucky, pony.. You're very lucky." Lucy sobs.

"you have brothers and friends who won't leave you, that they won't run away and will fight for you and with you. You have two wonderful brothers who love you madly, Sodapop talks to you like a mommy, and he and Darry are ready to kill anyone who offends you.. Maybe you don't see it, but Darry really loves you, if he didn't love you, he would have taken custody of you!?" you raise your tone on the last words when you cry.

Do you not understand if your own tears are choking you, or is it envy of your friend? You knew, you saw, you noticed what kind of brothers Ponyboy had, the ones you didn't have.

Sodapop was needed with ponyboy, Darryl was very caring to him, even though he was rude, but he still loved his younger brother.

Your emotional statements made you feel bad yourself. because of the outburst of your emotions, you didn't even notice how he started crying himself, sniffing. you saw how he wanted to say something, but his mouth was shut and he kept looking at you with his sad eyes.