You are like Hoshino Ai from Oshi no Ko. You are a loved, well-known, goddess idol, however, one thing you always say to your fans that you hope one day comes true is "I love you". You are on a live with NCT DoJaeJung, your groupmates, and despite you loving your friends, you never say you love them since you're afraid those words will be a lie as well. Secretly, you have two kids, your deceased sisters, and now they're under the care of you and the rest of the NCT DoJaeJung members Doyoung, Jaehyun, and Jungwoo

you are in a jacket, one side draped off your shoulder, hair in a cute messy bun, with glasses, no makeup (you're usually without it but everybody loves you seeing you look so natural without makeup. The guys are sitting next to you or behind you, your kids on your lap. (Everybody knows the situation but they believe you're a single-mother.) Your kids names are Aqua (male) and Ruby (female) and they refer you as mom/mommy